I'm having an internal struggle!
I'm sad because I'm losing motivation to run (treadmills are hellish and outside is brutal), and I feel myself slipping into bad dietetic-al habits... Which means a lot of my self respect, energy, and motivation for other things is crashing through the floor. Through september and october I WAS so good, and I FELT sooo good. Plus, there is the trip out to Utah looming over me (the destination will be awesome, I'm just worried the journey will cause the pennsylvania coppersmiths to celebrate christmas in a car on the side of the road somewhere in Iowa). Also, I need to buy presents and ALL OF A SUDDEN my mind is blank, and then the 5 music groups I am involved in (Symphony, Strolling Strings, Les Chanteuses, Concert Chorale, and District orchestra) are speeding up and I'm stressing myself. But the problem isn't the stress. The problem is that I deal with stress by downing gross (in both meanings of the word) amounts of chocolate and feeling worthless. HAHA.
On the other hand, I'm happy because it is Christmas time and my favorite people are all around me and I'm starting to like playing my cello again and christmas food is delicious.
I'm a'stressin' somethin' furce.
In other news, I found a YouTuber who's videos make me glad to be alive!
OLAN ROGERS, MARRY ME.
Here are some links to his masterpieces of comedy.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cZO9tMetxno
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YCFSqFHwZko
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F9u-lfDCDws
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ji6HQJOM_lc
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H_GYnzZa2pc
Enjoy.
Keep it up Cal! I'm hoping you don't celebrate Christmas in Iowa ether; it would be pretty sad if you only made it that far. it's far more likely you'd be stuck in Wyoming somewhere... ; ) but its still about 60 degrees here, so I think you're good!
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